asean dance

I wont say it was fun, but maybe more meaningful.

I got ready v fast and waited to gracia to get my hair done. She was doing hair for so many ppl like hani me and tim. in the end me zippy bel and cia were late. lol.

so we cabbed there. im thankful w did cuz ppl who took the bus had to bloody walk.

I was starving so pitoon bought me macs and me and gracia ate in the toilet.

btw fullerton toilet is 10 times nicer than our dining hall so nvm.

haha.

I was SHOCKED at pitoons CASUAL dress and of cuz i scolded him. but anw i have to admit that he still looked damn nice la. -.-

We waited outside for yenceen seeting tingyun and her bf to come before we went in.

Fullerton is nice but its like so grand till its not fun anymore. its too formal.

ANW, I saw bobby inside so i just stuck around with him. Hes soooo cute with his dimples. ^^ im obsessed. nvm.

I saw manny people. Like julian (whose v nice and manly now!), Daryl (my hot superstar junior), vivi (:D garang woman), lele (my baby), vanlow (twin), yineng, jing (who KEPT touching my boobs so GROSS omg), wanteng, huiwei etc, ning, amy, basta, tiara, yoshi and tons more.

and of course very importantly, polar my BEST FRIEND :D:D he looked so bored cuz diep wasnt there =)

so fast dance was boring. Soooo i went around with bobby and pitoon to sa hi to ppl. like both my hands were preoccupied. like their some body guards or smth. lol.



Then daryl performed! (: he's voice is mesmerizing. even guys like him. all the guys were like shouting and cheering for him. lol. and he keeps denying that. (: and rmb boy, youre the junior im the senior. respect :P



Slow dance was OK. I prefer last year i guess.



First I danced wit bobby. who said he was overwhelmed with guilt because my first dance isnt with pitoon. lol ut theres no connection. Bobbys really funny. he was like how to dance ah. damnnnn cute. I'l miss him like MAD after he leaves. Im obsessed with him dimpples. omg. so nice. i fee like taking them out of his face.



Then I danced wit polar. Ok dancing with your best friend is just WEIRD. but nevertheless he;s always been the BEST dancer i know thats why everyone CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM! and since his gf (which is also my best friend!!! dont think ive forgotten you babe) couldnt make it. So he could only dance with his good friends. so damnnnn loyal lah! =)



After that i danced with pitoon whose so err :P lol. but taking into account that he was so damnnnnn cute last night its okay. and also since hes my soulmate and he cooks and washes for me. I think im gna marry him (: JKJK



Lastly i danced with basta. It was kinda awkward at first. and i felt like killing fani and ivan. But after that it was cool. memories were like flooding my head. kinda scary. and i realised how much i miss him. seriously. ><>

After slow dance, i just went around. Cyndi talked to me to help me recover from my utter shock. Fani laughed laughed laughed. And i laughed at her and ivan too duh. trung walked me around and i ended up spitting my coke onto him cuz he kept pushing my mouth.

Basta and polar gave me pink flowers. how err......ironic? but both of them know me v well :D tim RS and pitoon gave me red.

then i took photos with daryl. girls who wanna DROOOOL over him (cuz i know alot of my friends are obsessed over him. thats just weird), ask me. and photos with jas, szecindyo (tedddy),van low ETC :D

after that polar gave me a gift and a card. OMG. He knows me best, seriousllllllyyyyyyyy. I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH HUN! YOURE THE BEST BEST BEST! :D:D:D i looooove yoooou so much. CAM ON!! <3

overall asean dance was cool lah. even though i wouldnt have went if its not compulsory. and polar and others will scold me like mad. but still.

im still obsessed wit bobbys dimples. i must make sure my son has many dimples :D

pre-asean dance

Asean Dance used to be such a big thing. like all the whoohaa and stuff.
I rmb being in NY, nant coming to my room to try on my dresses.
Going to lenk's rooms to put on makeup and making a hurricane out of everything.
Rushing to style vi's hair and curl up mine
Sitting on the bus with justin and cam whoring while people say "omg, why u 2 have to wear such similar stuff"
Talking to Vanlow Niko and Car about Asean Dance and getting so exited
Bitching with dan about who loooks great and who..doesnt (:
Sticking with Eli and running all around the place
Dancing with Alon (its a tradition) :D
A hug for polar and tell him he looks great
telling Julian how much he's changed
Taking pis like maddddd
oogling with gui
Holding his hand and actually knowing the feeling of being loved.

I actually saw who loved me and i learnt who i love during both asean dances of the past.
Falling in love.
After that falling out of it.
It was loads of fun. always.
in 2006 i fell for a guy first time in my life.
in 2007 getting together with the other.

but now asean dance is like a chore. A duty we have to fulfill so we dont waste our money or whatever. I dont even wanna go.
Justins gone
Merys gone
Nants gone
Dieps gone
and their all my best friends

As dance just lost its fire. Music and Passion was always the fashion. not any more.
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I went to cyndi's rm and we tried on our dresses and shoes and stuff. Talked about how were gonna our hair. striping down to just our undergarments to make sure its fast. It was fun. but just different from last time.

Its so different. Which guy am i gonna fall for tomorow? Which guy am i gonna bitch about for harrassing me. Which guy am i gonna shout at and slap for harrassing my batchmates.

What am i gonna say to him? Am i supposed to smile? What kinda smile? Am i supposed to ignore? Am i supposed to say hi and leave? Am i supposed to strike a decent conversation?

In a few days time it would have been ur 1 year anniversary. Would have. I cant stand but to think, what if..what if...what if. What if we were still together? Would he still love me the same way? Would I have learnt to treausre him????

The worlds not gonna stop time for me. But im not gonna catch up with it either. Nor will i back track. I'll just stand still and let it past.

How am i supposed to react?

JH is teaching me math, thru msn
i am pathetic
super.
I slept like mad just now.
Im happy
:D
like having a soma holiday.
Asean dance is tmw and im freaking dreading it.

Polar called me when I was sleeping. I cant rmb what he said -.- i think he said call him if im going out so we can meet up or smth. o.O im still quite sleepy.

yineng is trying to persuade me to go as dance. omg, i miss her so much
oh today during lit there was like this WHAT THE FORD=WTF thing. damn cute
JH is like ://///-ing at my math now.lol.
that day we were talking about uni and he said he wants to take "APPLIED MATHEMATICS"
ya i know damn lame. yucks
i told my math teacher " i think math is a waste of time"

and i think he's quite disappointed.

:(

but i really do think so

OMGGG! jh just said this. lok and LAUGH. or class dao-er just said this.

jh. says:
try and understand
jh. says:
albert einsten once said
jh. says:
he wasnt smart, just that he stayed on problems longer.

thats like SO not JH. what happened to the "im searching for the true meaning of why i exist guy"
hahaha