Friday, July 18, 2008

MY BABY.

OH SHIT.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
let me TRY and regain my excitement
there.
OH MY GOSH
IM SPEECHLESS
im soooo FREAKING happpppy honey
omg omg!
and EXCITED
AHHHHH
i wanna scream out loud on the top of my lungs that JUSTIN....
but..
I WONT.
cuz i love u alot lol ;)
oh shit.
now i feel horrible
I realllly miss you come to think of it.
Im gonna develop this hatred for US for taking you away from me.
I wanna be the one u msg early in the morning telling me that...
i wanna be the one who you call at 4 o clock in the morning crying.
I wanna be there one who stays up with you ALL NIGHT to talk about it.
But i cant.
but honeyyyy im soooooo happy for you
I really miss your nonsense
squeezing onto my bed and snatching the blanket
eating sushi almost everyday
talking to elvis who doesnt respond
i miss hearing you bitch about him. even tho i'd get pissed but it just shows how much you care anw
and i swear i'll do that to you one day.
soon,...maybe.
(:
You know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you tonight.

ppl used to say justin and vanessa are like the envelope and stamp. inseperable. and i want it to still be that way
I love you so much. and im sooo happy for you munchikins! hahaha.
its like sometimes i wonder what would it be like if you didnt leave. If you came to IJ with me. Would things still be the same?
I wanna tell you all thats been happening. I miss hearing you telling me to play with guys cuz their meant to be played with. But probably you dont think so anymore :) but still it was freaking funnny.
I dont know if you;ll be excited or shake your head in disapproval.
i rly need to talk to you
fuck the time difference
i miss you so much !!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh












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