MY BABY.

OH SHIT.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
let me TRY and regain my excitement
there.
OH MY GOSH
IM SPEECHLESS
im soooo FREAKING happpppy honey
omg omg!
and EXCITED
AHHHHH
i wanna scream out loud on the top of my lungs that JUSTIN....
but..
I WONT.
cuz i love u alot lol ;)
oh shit.
now i feel horrible
I realllly miss you come to think of it.
Im gonna develop this hatred for US for taking you away from me.
I wanna be the one u msg early in the morning telling me that...
i wanna be the one who you call at 4 o clock in the morning crying.
I wanna be there one who stays up with you ALL NIGHT to talk about it.
But i cant.
but honeyyyy im soooooo happy for you
I really miss your nonsense
squeezing onto my bed and snatching the blanket
eating sushi almost everyday
talking to elvis who doesnt respond
i miss hearing you bitch about him. even tho i'd get pissed but it just shows how much you care anw
and i swear i'll do that to you one day.
soon,...maybe.
(:
You know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you tonight.

ppl used to say justin and vanessa are like the envelope and stamp. inseperable. and i want it to still be that way
I love you so much. and im sooo happy for you munchikins! hahaha.
its like sometimes i wonder what would it be like if you didnt leave. If you came to IJ with me. Would things still be the same?
I wanna tell you all thats been happening. I miss hearing you telling me to play with guys cuz their meant to be played with. But probably you dont think so anymore :) but still it was freaking funnny.
I dont know if you;ll be excited or shake your head in disapproval.
i rly need to talk to you
fuck the time difference
i miss you so much !!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh












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