that was for justin. BABYYYY if you read it, you better DO something about it. ! OKAY? TELL MEEEEEE. oh myyyyy gosh. what would JUSTIN say about this huh. if it was still the justin before. SIGH.
Yesterday cheer. Kinda frustrating. and i have a huge blue black on my arm >< but its okay. super worth it.
Went out with wena and huiching. Omg, i love those two bitches like mad! their seriously one of the bestest friends i have in ij. i can tell them almost everything. things that pitoon will say"ok hun thats ok." cuz he simply doesnt understand. its girl talk man.
after that they celebrated my belated bdae. suppperrr sweeet i looooove you guys soo much!
Ben left alr :( kinda sad. Will miss you german boy! :D
Today pitoon left for batam. which is so annoying cuz i have to stay in the boarding alone now. zzz. cuz lenk is busy with her pw and i dont wanna rush ! ><
ok i think i must get a bf soon. if i tell this to leonny she'll laugh at me like mad. and justin will go tsktsktsk. i dont know why i change my feelings easily okay? anw its rly not my fault. I wonder how many guys have i changed alr. julian would say i treat guys like shirts. but not intentionally, really.
I was talking to teki that day. he made me think sooo0 much bout the past. luckily he warned me not to cry or else it;ll be super weird. like talking about these kinda stuff when pitoons sitting on the nest table lol. It really made me reflect. and both of us came upw ith a conclusion that no matter what happens, everyone is to be blame. yes, im a history student you know?
Ive been rly stressed this week. I cant believe i cried in sch its like freaking gross of me to do so. NVM. im over it alr man.
arghhhhh.
i miss my mg scholars soooo much :( everyones too busyw ith their own lives.
i saw my juniors on the bus jus now. the new ones...i didnt even have the guts to intoduce myself.i realise that theres a hug gap alr. Like since we graduated, everything about us has been erased. argh i dont want it to be that way!
:(
i was wondering....long time ago kao dared me to stay faithful for 5 years. is it possible. for anyone? just wondering seriously. hahaha. in 5 years time even if i manage to do it, kao will be back in thailand
oh my shit. thats sooo freaking scary. pitoon will be back to thailand or us. ARGH US AGAIN. im losing everyone to US. Lenk to indon. and everyone im close to will be going back to their home countries. i dont know. its kinda.....awkward. i dont wanna think about it. it just makes me upset.
oh yeah. i forgot to add. pitoon wrote me some supe funny card saying
since your 17,
1) your gonna have a wider cheerleader smile
2) i forgot
3) i forgot
it was damn freaking random la omg-.- nvm. your sitll my best friend and you'll always be even though you cant stand straight and ur annoying sometimes. but i love you nevertheless ha ha ha.
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